I will never be able to describe how satisfying it is to just pour a bunch of paint in your hands and let it drip. All I can say is I feel a sense of my youth. When I was a young kid. When things were simpler and we didn't have to worry about the aftermath of what we said or the things we did in the future. When we could finger paint our feelings and play with the trees and feed our stuffed animals.
I understand you, i also sometimes miss being younger.